one, I feel good that I hear all these stories about you and not get affected anymore. It really feels good, to the mind and to the heart. It's because I can say I've moved on. You don't hurt me anymore. It took quite some time but I've finally reached that point. It was good while it lasted, thanks for the smiles and the tears, you've affected me. Just so you know, You will never be forgotten, You'll always have a little place in there, just for the memories. You haven't disappeared, but now I can proudly say I'm happy without you.
two, dance relieves my stress. I haven't been this sore since summer of 2008, when I actually danced danced. It feels really good. I know I've worked my butt off, and I enjoy every bit of pain, even if it hurts, It's worth it. I love dance. I am so grateful for it. Rolling out of bed because I can't get up, definitely worth every sore muscle in my body. Pushing myself to try harder feels good at the end, and the sweat dripping from my body tells me I danced hard. Love it.
three, I'm flattered you care so much, but sometimes It can get a little frustrating.. just to be completely honest. But I love you, so all the little arguments don't even matter at the end of the day.
four, I have no motivation. I have no inspiration to try, and I don't know why? It's for my own good, but I just don't like doing it and I don't understand. Someone push me.