Yesterday,
Happy birthday to area 64 in area 64 :) Mom asked me that morning if I wanted her to buy me a phone card so I could call him but being me I said no right away.. later on that day, are 64 started texting me and so I asked him if he wanted me to buy a phone card so I could call.. he said "Yeah If you can. How long do they last? Not exactly cheap from canada to nz lol" ..also, knowing me I got super excited and agreed and went out to buy myself two phone cards each worth 500 minutes.. i was kinda scared and shy to call and my nerves were kicking in every time i'd get closer to dialing the end of his number.. I had to redial 4 times because it wouldn't go through and finally it got through and he picked up. I ended up using both phone cards and man.. I was so happy after. I couldn't stop smiling in the inside and out. His accent..wow. I haven't laughed or giggled like that over the phone in sooo damn long.. kinda miss the feeling. That fluttery feeling and not being able to control your happiness.. why you gotta be so far away? why you gotta make me feel this way? wish you were here. 
Today,
Happy birthday area 64 in the area 604! :) anyways! watched online movies till 4am then woke up at 11:30am..still need more sleep btw. 247 practice was all good in the hood ;) HAHAH no but really.. it was! everyone was actually there.. except ross.. but the girls were there! we learnt two segments today.. wow.. my brain is gonna explode! but it was good.. i needed to dance. i haven't danced in soo long.. i really do miss it :$ that bitchy yoga class wasn't there today so we ended up staying at the studio for an extra two hours! then sushi with jomee, jb, robyn and mama jane..i haven't had sushi in FOREVER so i went all out and ordered a bento box :) HAHAH.. man.. was it freaking good. now i'm soo bloated. then bessie & screamer had a serious talk.. thanks bessie for the talk.. i needed that. you're the only one i told and the only one i can actually talk to.. but fuck.. help me not be so confucious.. bwahaha.. but you're right.. I just have to wait it out and I'll know. 
Excited for Saturday! Old Elem gang reunion @ Shabusen.. =D Anyways. freaking tired..
think i'm gonna go watch the end of "nancy drew" then go straight to bed.. i'm exhausted.