Fucking Asshole.

You think just because you want to come back now, it's just gonna be that easy? Not falling for your shit anymore, We're always second best, never first priority. You've neglected me for as long as I can remember, and now you think you can come back just like that? Do we look dumb to you? I don't care anymore, I don't need you anymore, I've lived without you already, so why should I start now? You never needed us, it's always been about them, and now that your life is shit you think you can just come running here, and "hoping it's not too late". BUDDY, it was too late a long time ago, you're only in my life because of the title, other than that I could care less. You were never there for me so why should I be there for you now, when we needed you, you abandon us and you think we'll be right here waiting for you with open arms? Sorry, you closed the door on us when you left, Unfortunately you threw away the key too, and I sure as hell won't go looking for it. It doesn't hurt me anymore, I'm so used to this now and I've lived like this for so long now that It seemed like I never even had you in the first place. Did you just forget about me? What, you were too scared to admit you had me in the first place? Was I a mistake to you? Don't go pretending that just because you need us now it means you always cared.. because you never did. Actions speak louder than words buddy. Not once have I ever heard you say i love you to me, do you know how that feels? All these years I've been longing for you, all those occasions, celebrations and those special times when you are supposed to be there with me by my side, all those time I just felt so empty and so alone because I would think to myself, what did we do wrong? what did I do wrong?..to make you not want to be here, not want to stay. You're just like the rest of them, all those others, you're one of them, and if you think we're.. no, I'm gonna fall for it, you're wrong. I don't want you around anymore, I've realized that you don't deserve this, you don't deserve us, you don't deserve my love. You left from the beginning, so don't go rushing back trying to fit into the end. I can live my life without you now, I've done it for so long. You go live your miserable life there, die there for all I care. You don't need to die here with us, you belong there.. I mean that's what you chose in the first place so don't go changing your mind, stick to your decisions buddy.. it's over