See look, now I can't think straight
My mind is messed up, and I ain't stressing enough
cus see, there's this feeling in my chest
something I can't seem to arrest, to lock up, and put in a chest
to hide it away, and never look back but
you see it's blowing up all over my face
Cus while I'm in this state, I can't be thinking straight
and the thoughts in my mind, jumble up with silly confusion
and i'm just in a state of utter confusion, forgive me
but i gotta deal with this my way, this is what I'm used to
so get used to this holding back, not letting people in
i've got this heavy metal gate where you're unable to get in
and i can't seem to get used to you, not just yet, because of this
I have so much regret, but I'm not sorry just yet, so give me time
give me my space tonight, cus i need to run away from you if it's alright
my emotions thrown out, laid out for you, and frankly this is all brand new
my discomfort as silly as this sounds, is running around and around
so just give me this time, to reflect what's on my mind
I hope it doesn't seem like I'm taking it out on you
Because the only thing I'm doing is trying to save you
from me, from this crazy person that I've become
because now I've become so undone
But this is what you got yourself into, this is who I am
and I'm trying so hard to change for you, be the better person just for you
But it's hard, but I'll do whatever it takes for you
because I always have this feeling whenever I'm with you
I love you so much, I say this straight from my heart
even with this silly stupid poem, i just threw apart
so please just try to understand, and when I'm ready
please don't hesitate to take my hand