Monday, December 28, 2009
GOD IS GOOD
after so much heartache and heartbreak I've finally realized what's worth fighting for and what I should be giving up. It took me a while to get to this stage but I'm finally here, and I'm finally happy. I mean there are things where I wish I could do better in, like for example to be a better daughter, a better girlfriend, a better student, and even a better friend. I mean nobody is perfect, everyone knows that but sometimes I wish I was. I've made so many mistakes, and I've hurt so many people and I wish sometimes I could just take it all back but then If that happened how would I ever get to this point in my life. It's been a good year, a lot of tears but also a lot of happiness and laughter..but most importantly, a lot of love. And I just want to quickly stop and thank the people that have made a difference in my life, the people that stuck by me through it all. I mean the new year hasn't started yet but It's good to just take the time and reflect, and I know that I will try harder this time around. I'm not perfect, but I promise I'll try to be better. Thank you to the ones that matter most, and the ones that took their time to accept me for who I was, to care for me and to love me. I've been through a lot, and I gotta say, it was a tough road but I've made it so far, thanks to the people that never left my side. I thank God for all the blessings he's given me, no matter how bad of a person I am, he has continuously stuck by my side. God is good because he's given me all the best. When one door closes another one will open. And I truly believe that.. thank you God.