ONE
I'm sorry I've been so selfish, so foolish, acting like a spoiled little brat when I should be understanding.. it's just that, I hate being the one that gets left behind, left out. I think that's the only reason why I'm acting this way. I know if you could you would, but it's just impossible right now, especially now.. which sucks, not just for you, but especially for me. I think I just wanted a good year, because it's been tough with my friends, our relationships weakened during the course of last year and this past summer and obviously I didn't wanna miss out when EVERYONE i know is going, literally. But there I go again, being selfish. I just want to say I'm sorry.
TWO
I am bugged, I really am, it's bugging me. I'm not comfortable with it at all. All of them agree, this is wrong, why don't you understand? You really don't know me yet do you? Obviously "It's Ok" but it really Isn't.. isn't that just freaking common sense? I don't understand how you still have to ask? Whatever, do what you feel, HAH
THREE
I tried.. It's been what? One week and nothing, nothing at all. I should just give up, wait.. I don't know why I haven't yet. Is it that I still somehow have hope for this? Not hope for another chance but hope for a fix, a fix for what was broken. So I can finally cross that bridge, and pick up those shattered pieces. Finally, to close this chapter, but no. I don't know why there has been no response, nothing at all. Is it because you don't care anymore and you just want to ignore this or is it something else? Just get out already.. I would really love that.