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Tuesday, April 21, 2009

L-O-V-E

(8) If this isn't love, l-o-v-e.. (8)

anyways,good weekend again.
-xcentrix placed 2nd @ surreyfest dance comp! (surprisingly enough, thank god)
-got to do some shopping over the weekend, i love my mom :) hahahah
-"a little bit of xss, a little bit of blueprint." i have a real good feeling about us s-fat.
-i'm actually confident in my driving.. i was doing really well, i'm proud of myself. it's just too bad mother dear won't let me drive the car.. she doesn't trust me yet even after all the reassurance..whatevs. i'll get my moment of glory.. hah
-device a plan.. ugh, that's super mean..i can't. i'd be such a bitch.. FML / it's my fault in the first place, should've said something but was too caught up in the moment..damn.
-4/20.. didn't even do anything, haha! i applaud myself actually =)

deep,
so i got to catch up with a really close one..i haven't opened up like that in a while especially with that specific topic and about that, being not too particular.. but wow, didn't know that i really felt that way. but i'm happy with myself, it doesn't hurt anymore.. and i'm glad. i can honestly actually truly say that i'm happy now. like truly am. "when another door closes, another one opens", i made it, i defeated my weaknesses and i can honestly say that I'm happy with the way things are going. I won't say I've moved on yet because I haven't, at least not fully.. but I can now saw I'm actually starting to get to that stage. it took me what, over a year? i'm happy. i really am.