Freakishly Crazy

As crazy as it sounds it makes the most perfect sense to me. Desperate times call for desperate measures, I know what I want now and I know what I need to do. It doesn't matter anymore what will happen in the end it's the now that really matters right? Yeah it doesn't sound right but it's right in my book. You don't have to understand my motives, because it'll sound stupid to you. Because If I explain myself it'll just sound even more crazier because it's not like I haven't realized it myself already but, I know, I could've done something about it, but I didn't. I let myself fall into temptation, and this is the price I have to pay. So I'm paying it.