do you want to know exactly what I think and how I'm really feeling? Well then, here it goes. I feel like this is so pointless now, what's the use of trying to fix something that will just keep on happening over and over AND OVER again. What's the use of making empty promises when it'll just repeat itself over time. I honestly don't see why every time something has to go wrong the MAIN reason.. no, THE ONLY REASON is that.. no, is him. Do you NOT understand anything? For one thing, he doesn't even like me anymore, you don't even know him so you really have no right to judge him like that especially you haven't seen how he is around me anywhere and the fact that you always have to assume that he will do anything to me. You're wrong because knowing him for almost five years he's not the type who would make a move like that, especially after he talked to you already and made yourselves clear. Honestly, why are you so worried? I'M ALREADY WITH YOU, what else do you want? If I was even the slightest bit interested in him, I wouldn't be with you anymore, I mean like I said, HE'S JUST RIGHT THERE, so why would I waste my time with someone I don't even feel for right? You have to stop being so insecure and get over the fact that I will never like him like that, stop putting your fucking jealous-ass mind in the fucking way and acting on that shit and grow up. I'm sorry I can't move schools for you so I won't have to see him.. you're just going to have to live with it. BUT what pisses me off the most is that no matter what, you always have to bring her up. Ok, for one thing it's NOT the same situation. Do you go to the same school? Do you hang out with the same people? Do you have the same classes? The only way you would be able to talk to her or hang out with her is if you make the move first, or she does, because she lives so fucking far away. AND honey, I never called him "darling", so I have a right to be fucking hard on you, because clearly you can't tell the difference between your actual girlfriend and that little flirt. Don't you dare compare that shit because you know it and I know you know it, THEY ARE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT. and why are you bugging about this? Do you like talking to her or something? Is that why you keep bringing it up that I don't let you talk to her? Is that why you're sooooooo bothered? You probably secretly talk to her anyways right? HAH. I'm soooo tired of this shit. Senior year is supposed to be fun..what the fuck is this? This is bullshit.